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    October 4, 2010

    What a difference six months makes...

    A lot has happened here in the last 6 months since I last posted an entry here. Let me do a bit of a rundown on all the fun that's been happening here.

    School:
    I started back at school during the summer, partly to stave off the student loans, partly to work on a new direction for life and work. I started in the direction of Business Management, but I found that I wanted to go a different direction than that, so after the Summer Semester, I switched my major to Software Engineering. That's where I started back in 1991, when I first started in college. It's going ok. It's hard to keep going to school when life just gets you tired. It's good though. I finally get to learn something that I hoped that I could have learned back 20 years ago, C++. It should be a good thing if I can survive another 3 years of school... granted, I'll be 38 years old by then. Not sure anyone will want an old graphic designer and programmer at that point, but we'll have to see what happens there.

    Work:
    A little over a month ago, I quit my part-time job at BYU and was brought on at a new company that had a full-time job there. They had me on a one-month contract, which is fairly standard in the design industry. Things were going ok until the guys that brought me in quit. When all was said and done after the month was up, ultimately, things didn't work out. So I'm running in unemployed/self-employed mode right now. Fortunately the financial aid from school and the money I made from the full-time will keep things going for a while, so being out of work won't hurt too much, but I'm going to need to get some freelance stuff going to make life a bit less painful.

    With all that in mind though, I've been planning to work on an iPhone application for a while now. I'm working through the initial production phase for the app. I got all my iOS developer stuff set up and I hopefully will be able to get something going in the coming months.

    Cons:
    I also have been cranking away on stuff for the anime con here in Salt Lake City, Anime Banzai. The con is this weekend, so it'll be a good distraction. It'll be good to have it done as well. It's been a long year of prep.

    Books:
    A couple months ago my Kindle died. I decided that with a dead Kindle I was going to evaluate my eReader setup. After doing a bunch of research, I went with the Barnes and Noble nook. The ability of use ePub documents was the thing that pushed me that direction. And the fact that the nook has a user-replaceable battery, which is what ate itself on the Kindle. Having an actual brick-and-mortar to go to for parts is good too. I've never really been a big reader since I got out of grade school. I did something the other day that I haven't really done in years (probably close to 10...) I read a new book. I broke down and tackled The Hunger Games by Suzanne Collins. It was an excellent read. I have the other two books in the series on my nook. Just need to take some time to finish them.

    Writing:
    Reading The Hunger Games reminded me one reason WHY I hate reading. It reminds me that I have all these ideas for stories and don't have the stuff to get them into a form that is meaningful. I admit that I don't have a great fondness for writing, even though I'm fairly decent at it. I'm playing with the story that I wrote back almost 20 years ago, working on a re-write. I think there's a good base there, but it needs a lot of work to be something that is even close to readable and exciting. Where that will go, I don't know. We'll see how THAT ends up.

    Art:
    I'm never sure what to do here. I want to draw, but I'm a lazy person. It's hard to want to draw sometimes, especially when you're feeling like you're at a wall. I have a set of drawings that I want to do. I've got some generic sketches for a beginning, but I need to get some drive to want to actually DO it. Need to work on that.


    Overall, things have been kinda strange around here. I'm kinda glad for a break from work right now, but we'll have to see how things will end up. Only time will tell.

    April 17, 2010

    Sitting at Point A. (Again.)

    As I sit here pondering a new direction in life that is on the horizon, I've been wondering about things to this point. I tend to think of myself as a creative person. I may not be the best at anything that I do, but I like to think I'm a bit better than average. It just makes me wonder. I've tried to do all sorts of creative things over the years. Reflecting back on each one of my endeavors, it's sad to say that almost each one has been full of Epic Fail™. I've tried lots of things over the years. I enjoy doing most of them, but it's frustrating to see all the work I put into things and nothing really coming of it. I've put so many things out into the world and it hard to see that little to no one is paying attention. I think the only thing I've ever done that people have paid any attention to was my work with Richard and Wendy Pini of Elfquest fame. And that's attention by association. Not really anything of my doing. But I look at things like @anime!, my online anime magazine. Or my photography. Or my design "business". If you look at any of those, none of them could be considered anything close to what could be called a success.

    So as I sit here staring at this computer screen, I have to wonder. Is it even worth the time to do anything creative on my own anymore? I've got lots of projects that I work on that, frankly, don't ever amount to anything. I'm wondering if it's worth it to keep pouring time and effort into these things. Should I just kill them all and try to move on to something else? It's quite the quandary. And I don't really know what to do. Art. Design. Writing. Photography... it all seems so worthless if there's no one to look at it or use it. It's even harder a thing when you think about the fact that I've been doing all this stuff for more than half my life. It's really all that I know.

    I've been trying to figure out how to move forward. School will be starting up again in a few weeks. I swore to myself that I wouldn't go back, but I don't think I really have much choice. I'll be going a direction that I have a feeling won't be an easy one. I'm starting into Business Management with a Marketing focus. I have to be honest, I hate the business side of business. I really prefer to do the creative stuff. But after almost 20 years in the design world, I don't think I can get anywhere in that world anymore. Being a designer just doesn't seem to cut it anymore. I don't want to go into management, but after 20 years as a designer, management is the only place for me to go now it seems. Having a job where I won't be able to design isn't what I think I'll like, but there's little else for me to do without changing fields completely and I don't want to do that either.

    And then there's the bad economy.

    It's quite the dilemma. And I don't know what to do.

    I'm tired and just want to move on, but it seems that I can't. Somewhere, there's an answer. I just hope that I can find it.

    April 8, 2010

    I'm with Honeymilk.

    I have to admit. Everyone at my house is a big fan of the ABC show, Castle. (If you haven't seen Castle, shame on you. Go learn more on the Castle page on ABC's site.) As we've been watching the show religiously, we've come up with all sorts of crazy ideas, specifically for t-shirt designs inspired by stuff on the show. The first of these is here: One of the detectives on the show, Det. Ryan, has a nickname... Honeymilk. I'll spare the details (you can check out the show to learn where it comes from), but the name is so funny that it's perfect for a t-shirt.

    Old school text treatment for all the Detective Ryan fans out there. Click on the t-shirt image to head over to CafePress and get yours today! :) More t-shirt designs inspired by Castle are coming.

     

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